shew....
although my mood isn't that well, i did get to help people today. my cousin Tony had a pretty bad accident and we are cleaning out his house...literally. everything goes to his parents house where i think he will be living with them. i left my house for Knoxville at 9:44 on the dot and arrived back home at 6:30 just in time to drive to Coeburn for the YouthRace meeting. EVERYONE SHOULD COME!! AUGUST 5TH AND 6TH! anyway...
on to the crud of my day...i sorta had a relationship started, but i ended it because i can't take the heat. a peice of info, make sure you're ready to date someone when you start to date them. (if you can even understand that) i like this guy. i mean he is one of those that has real potential to be in my life for a long time. i guess that scares me. i want it to be God-sent, and i'm still confused on that one. anyway, i blew it off with this guy the other day because like i said i chicken out and can't handle the heat. give me some imput on what ya'll think...i do think i hurt his feelings, although he says i didn't. what to do, what to do. life is unpredictable, grab it by the foot and take hold of it. don't let fear ruin it. i guess it wasn't meant to be...or was it?
on to the crud of my day...i sorta had a relationship started, but i ended it because i can't take the heat. a peice of info, make sure you're ready to date someone when you start to date them. (if you can even understand that) i like this guy. i mean he is one of those that has real potential to be in my life for a long time. i guess that scares me. i want it to be God-sent, and i'm still confused on that one. anyway, i blew it off with this guy the other day because like i said i chicken out and can't handle the heat. give me some imput on what ya'll think...i do think i hurt his feelings, although he says i didn't. what to do, what to do. life is unpredictable, grab it by the foot and take hold of it. don't let fear ruin it. i guess it wasn't meant to be...or was it?