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[ashxlove]

my friend attemted suicide.
which reminds me of myself.
i "tried".

im really low.
i am lower then dirt.
i am going to hell.
that's for sure.
i didnt even try to commit suicide.
i had like no friends
and i wanted attention.
so, there you have it people.
I never even tried.
it was all made up.
i feel WORSE then terrible right now.
it's not even imaginable.
i feel like someone stabbed me
2485734 times.
because I lied.
and now, look at me different everyone.
because i am a fucking, lame, loser, LIAR.
thanks. =