There must have been at least fifty gay babies born in the past hour
So I'm at Dylans house with Jamie...and kind of Ashley and an AWOL Dylan who's been missing since like...an hour ago. I don't know whats up with him. I feel like he will do literally anything in his power to avoid hanging out with me and Jamie when he's with Ashley at least.
I wish we could just go back to the summer where all we all did was party and hang out and just enjoy each others company all the damn time. There was no annoying drama, no cold weather, and my sorry ass had a job and a car. Speaking of which, not having that shit is seriously effecting me. I feel like everyone I'm friends with considers me a bum now. Like I go to school, big fucking deal. It's a hell of a lot of obnoxious stress, but still. I feel like since I've lost my license and my income everyone just like looks down on me. I don't ever have money to do anything fun, and I don't have any rides to get anywhere so I'm always taking the bus and getting picked up and it's just starting to get old to my friends and that's why I like haven't been chilling with like half my friends lately. I know it's probably a stupid idea but I can't help feeling like that sometime and idk it's just really shitty
HOLY DUCK FUCKS DYLAN CAME BACK FROM HIS RANDOM MUSIC BREAK. He probably wrote a song about his dog who he didn't care about till like two hours ago. Boo. Ew I'm a bitch. But he's being an asshole and like ignoring everyone for no reason and it's obnoxious.
ANYWAYS, what have I been doing with my life...
I partied all weekend. Jello shots and weird people all around me and Sam Marshal running her weird jawed dog mouth for no reason. I got REALLY drunk Thursday, like not drunk Friday and pretty drunk Saturday. It was weirddd
Today Ashley, Dylan, Jamie, Me, and her pupsterr all ran up a mountain to see a really pretty view of Medford and like Boston and other cities. It was really fucking nice and romantic and I liked spending time with Ashley and her ever silent boyfriend and being at romantic places with Jamie is always fun because it brings out the sweet side of our relationship which I loveee love love<3
Being in love is fantastic might I add..
But weird when your boyfriend of eight months asks you to move in with him when him and his mom get their own place? I feel like it would be a nice idea but at the same time..why would I want to live with you and your mom and your sister homeess. We should get jobs and get our own apartment. THAT would be dope as fuck. Back to the job thing, I wish I had a job. I wanna skip the whole school process and just work and live my life. Fuck everyone elses expectations of me. If I end up taking a CNA class this summer, I might just stay doing that and never go back to school..or atleast not for a while. It's sad cause I used to be so excited but in reality it's a lonley stressful place and I'm not happy there. I kind of like the school and I have some decent friends there but I never see them and I'm not the type of person who likes to sit alone in their dorm room all day, and without a steady income or the chance I'll even have any type of money on any basis I can't do much. It blows. Hopefully everything will just work out and I'll figure out what I wanna do with my life and everyone will stop asking so fucking weird.
I miss my friends, I miss my old lifee. Fuckkk dood. Shit is lame.
Bye.
I wish we could just go back to the summer where all we all did was party and hang out and just enjoy each others company all the damn time. There was no annoying drama, no cold weather, and my sorry ass had a job and a car. Speaking of which, not having that shit is seriously effecting me. I feel like everyone I'm friends with considers me a bum now. Like I go to school, big fucking deal. It's a hell of a lot of obnoxious stress, but still. I feel like since I've lost my license and my income everyone just like looks down on me. I don't ever have money to do anything fun, and I don't have any rides to get anywhere so I'm always taking the bus and getting picked up and it's just starting to get old to my friends and that's why I like haven't been chilling with like half my friends lately. I know it's probably a stupid idea but I can't help feeling like that sometime and idk it's just really shitty
HOLY DUCK FUCKS DYLAN CAME BACK FROM HIS RANDOM MUSIC BREAK. He probably wrote a song about his dog who he didn't care about till like two hours ago. Boo. Ew I'm a bitch. But he's being an asshole and like ignoring everyone for no reason and it's obnoxious.
ANYWAYS, what have I been doing with my life...
I partied all weekend. Jello shots and weird people all around me and Sam Marshal running her weird jawed dog mouth for no reason. I got REALLY drunk Thursday, like not drunk Friday and pretty drunk Saturday. It was weirddd
Today Ashley, Dylan, Jamie, Me, and her pupsterr all ran up a mountain to see a really pretty view of Medford and like Boston and other cities. It was really fucking nice and romantic and I liked spending time with Ashley and her ever silent boyfriend and being at romantic places with Jamie is always fun because it brings out the sweet side of our relationship which I loveee love love<3
Being in love is fantastic might I add..
But weird when your boyfriend of eight months asks you to move in with him when him and his mom get their own place? I feel like it would be a nice idea but at the same time..why would I want to live with you and your mom and your sister homeess. We should get jobs and get our own apartment. THAT would be dope as fuck. Back to the job thing, I wish I had a job. I wanna skip the whole school process and just work and live my life. Fuck everyone elses expectations of me. If I end up taking a CNA class this summer, I might just stay doing that and never go back to school..or atleast not for a while. It's sad cause I used to be so excited but in reality it's a lonley stressful place and I'm not happy there. I kind of like the school and I have some decent friends there but I never see them and I'm not the type of person who likes to sit alone in their dorm room all day, and without a steady income or the chance I'll even have any type of money on any basis I can't do much. It blows. Hopefully everything will just work out and I'll figure out what I wanna do with my life and everyone will stop asking so fucking weird.
I miss my friends, I miss my old lifee. Fuckkk dood. Shit is lame.
Bye.