I am a sad strange little girl
HMM SATURDAY AND SUNDAY WERE GOOD DAYS <3
Saturday- I went to some stupid waterpark bday thing for my cousins. It was funnish..except it was annoying. Eventually I came home and I called(or attempted to call ) Ashley so that we could meet up and go to Everett. She was already..somewhere? So I told her I would meet her at Malden station. So I got on the bus...saw some old "friends" and some random people who were headbopping to nothing. Thennn I got to the station, and tried to call Ashley again, but it never happened. I waited around foreverrrr..then I called her again and they finally got off the bus and like five minutes later the 104 came and we went to Everett<333
When we got there Chris made us do all these complicated things..such as hiding on the first floor and standing near this floormat that randomly said MY TOMATO..I was like...uhmmmm.
Then he snuck us around the back of his house and like into his room. He left to get the forties. STEEL RESERVE 411...yeah its pretty fucking great. I've heard about it (on here) but I never really had any until that night. I haven't drank in a month. I really had no tolerance at all. I got two forties. Chugged one..and I was pretty niceish.. not quite drunk but just buzzed. We had to get on the train that Ashley said came at like 8:20 but really came at like 8:40. In our semi-intoxicated stupor..we walked to the bus stop..Ashley and I peed in a chineese food resteraunt..then we waited outside the store and the bus came. I was screaming loud profanities on the bus..it was fun..we were taking random pictures which Ashley needs to put up. Eventually we got back to Malden Station and we kind of just walked around the station for a while because we didn't want to just chill and be all buzzed and there was a paddy wagon sitting in the station..which creeped me out. While we were walking I made chris get me cigarettes. Thenn we kept walking..and somehow Ashley was in a shopping cart.. thennn we went and got out tickets and waited on the platform for the train. Ours didn't come for a while..but this random kid named KJ did. He was kinda beautiful. We ended up drinking "powerade" aka some random combination of liquor and just kinda sitting on the platform taking more pictures. There was this little ten minute window where we went to go roll a jib..but it never happened. He did end up giving me a "little sample" of his bud, but then the train came. I had a forty in my bag.. and Ashley and I's conversations were amusing the guy sitting across from us.. Then we were back in Reading.. NOthing good happened after this. We were ditched..I popped a squat near the tracks.. then we got cake mix and stuff and Ashley basically walked me home. That is all
So yesterday was Anthony's birthday. It was pretty nice. I got a ride to Lawrence..then I met Anthony at 7-11. We hung out at his house for a little while. He got birthday head cause I'm such a nice gf.. then his Mom and his sister came and got us. We ended up going to this place in Woburn called SPuds..His mom his Grandma, his sister and his stepdad. The food was good but I wasn't hungry at all. I ate some pasta shit..which was yummy. After dinner I went and saw his moms house. It was smaller than I thought but it was nice. After we left his moms house we went to Seans house. Jon, his gf Maria, Sean, his gf Emily, and me and Anthony were there. We watched some TV, then Jon and Maria left and Sean and Anthony played streetfighter. FOR FOUR FUCKING HOURS. I WAS SO BORED I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE. I was feeling really clingy.. and I kinda wanted to sit with him but I couldn't. I was kind of getting aggravated because I wanted to spend some alone time with him.. not even to have sex cause I know how his grandma is..but I just wanted to be with him. I haven't seen him in a couple days and it sucked. That never happened though..cause we went to his other friends after that.They were playing WoW the whole time..which was kind of amusing. I atleast got to sit with Anthony while we were there which was nice. I had most of Anthonys Heiniken(sp)..it was gross. He makes fun of me for drinking King Cobra and Steel Reserve..but I'd chose my "cheap" beer over his classy shit any day of the week. Eventually we had to leave because my train was gonna come. I talked to him on the way to the train station about how I wished we could have spent more time together, and he apologized..and I felt bad. Then we got to the station and sat around talking more and I kept interrupting what he was saying so I could kiss him..he was all "STOP YOU'RE DISTRACTING ME"..I could tell from the huge grin on his face that he really didn't mean it so I never stopped. Then the train came. I was depressed on the train ride home.. and when I finally got to my house I talked to my mom for like 20 minutes (it was like midnight by this time) and I started bursting into hysterics.. I was talking to her about how much I miss Anthony.. It made me feel so stupid because I just saw him but idk. He lives 50 miles away..and that sucks a lot. I was crying ridiculously hard and my mom was just comforting me. I eventually called him because I missed him that much.. and I felt like a huge asshole cause he was still at Edwin and Amys house and I was just like FIEFHEIF I MISS YOU. He freaked out when he heard me crying..it was kinda cute :). Then he calmed me down.. and told me to go to sleep. My mom let me take a personal health day today because I was up like all night.. and I just woke up like an hour ago.. so good times.
I'm not looking forward to work but you know. Thats about it
Saturday- I went to some stupid waterpark bday thing for my cousins. It was funnish..except it was annoying. Eventually I came home and I called(or attempted to call ) Ashley so that we could meet up and go to Everett. She was already..somewhere? So I told her I would meet her at Malden station. So I got on the bus...saw some old "friends" and some random people who were headbopping to nothing. Thennn I got to the station, and tried to call Ashley again, but it never happened. I waited around foreverrrr..then I called her again and they finally got off the bus and like five minutes later the 104 came and we went to Everett<333
When we got there Chris made us do all these complicated things..such as hiding on the first floor and standing near this floormat that randomly said MY TOMATO..I was like...uhmmmm.
Then he snuck us around the back of his house and like into his room. He left to get the forties. STEEL RESERVE 411...yeah its pretty fucking great. I've heard about it (on here) but I never really had any until that night. I haven't drank in a month. I really had no tolerance at all. I got two forties. Chugged one..and I was pretty niceish.. not quite drunk but just buzzed. We had to get on the train that Ashley said came at like 8:20 but really came at like 8:40. In our semi-intoxicated stupor..we walked to the bus stop..Ashley and I peed in a chineese food resteraunt..then we waited outside the store and the bus came. I was screaming loud profanities on the bus..it was fun..we were taking random pictures which Ashley needs to put up. Eventually we got back to Malden Station and we kind of just walked around the station for a while because we didn't want to just chill and be all buzzed and there was a paddy wagon sitting in the station..which creeped me out. While we were walking I made chris get me cigarettes. Thenn we kept walking..and somehow Ashley was in a shopping cart.. thennn we went and got out tickets and waited on the platform for the train. Ours didn't come for a while..but this random kid named KJ did. He was kinda beautiful. We ended up drinking "powerade" aka some random combination of liquor and just kinda sitting on the platform taking more pictures. There was this little ten minute window where we went to go roll a jib..but it never happened. He did end up giving me a "little sample" of his bud, but then the train came. I had a forty in my bag.. and Ashley and I's conversations were amusing the guy sitting across from us.. Then we were back in Reading.. NOthing good happened after this. We were ditched..I popped a squat near the tracks.. then we got cake mix and stuff and Ashley basically walked me home. That is all
So yesterday was Anthony's birthday. It was pretty nice. I got a ride to Lawrence..then I met Anthony at 7-11. We hung out at his house for a little while. He got birthday head cause I'm such a nice gf.. then his Mom and his sister came and got us. We ended up going to this place in Woburn called SPuds..His mom his Grandma, his sister and his stepdad. The food was good but I wasn't hungry at all. I ate some pasta shit..which was yummy. After dinner I went and saw his moms house. It was smaller than I thought but it was nice. After we left his moms house we went to Seans house. Jon, his gf Maria, Sean, his gf Emily, and me and Anthony were there. We watched some TV, then Jon and Maria left and Sean and Anthony played streetfighter. FOR FOUR FUCKING HOURS. I WAS SO BORED I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE. I was feeling really clingy.. and I kinda wanted to sit with him but I couldn't. I was kind of getting aggravated because I wanted to spend some alone time with him.. not even to have sex cause I know how his grandma is..but I just wanted to be with him. I haven't seen him in a couple days and it sucked. That never happened though..cause we went to his other friends after that.They were playing WoW the whole time..which was kind of amusing. I atleast got to sit with Anthony while we were there which was nice. I had most of Anthonys Heiniken(sp)..it was gross. He makes fun of me for drinking King Cobra and Steel Reserve..but I'd chose my "cheap" beer over his classy shit any day of the week. Eventually we had to leave because my train was gonna come. I talked to him on the way to the train station about how I wished we could have spent more time together, and he apologized..and I felt bad. Then we got to the station and sat around talking more and I kept interrupting what he was saying so I could kiss him..he was all "STOP YOU'RE DISTRACTING ME"..I could tell from the huge grin on his face that he really didn't mean it so I never stopped. Then the train came. I was depressed on the train ride home.. and when I finally got to my house I talked to my mom for like 20 minutes (it was like midnight by this time) and I started bursting into hysterics.. I was talking to her about how much I miss Anthony.. It made me feel so stupid because I just saw him but idk. He lives 50 miles away..and that sucks a lot. I was crying ridiculously hard and my mom was just comforting me. I eventually called him because I missed him that much.. and I felt like a huge asshole cause he was still at Edwin and Amys house and I was just like FIEFHEIF I MISS YOU. He freaked out when he heard me crying..it was kinda cute :). Then he calmed me down.. and told me to go to sleep. My mom let me take a personal health day today because I was up like all night.. and I just woke up like an hour ago.. so good times.
I'm not looking forward to work but you know. Thats about it