BLEH
My phone is broken again, which sucks. Steven asked me back out and I said yes. In retrospect this was not a good idea. I'm not in a place in my life where I really want a relationship right now. But I do kind of like Steven and I guess I can give him a second chance. It's pretty stupid we've been broken up for like...2 weeks and he comes back. It makes me think about the shit surrounding our break up. I have this paranoid feeling this all has something to do with Krystal and if I find out that it does I'm going to break up with him. I don't need that shit, I refuse to be fucking used as a weapon in whatever fucked up game he might be playing. Other than that I'm okay I guess. I've been really bored latley. I have driving a lot. Soon I will be done with my lessons and then I just have to wait till November and I get my Liscense. I need a fucking job dude. Ugh. That's kind of annoying. Not having a job limits my independence like 150 percent. I value my freedom way to much to not have a job. Hopefully I'll get one soon. I don't have anything else to write about really. Ashleys birthday is soon and I'm thinking about getting her a card or some other lovley thing like that. Hopefully she can come here when she gets back so I can give it to her. I know I'm atleast gonna call her on her birthday. Hopefully she answers, she hasn't been answering me latley. I miss her a lot.