I hate two faced fucking hypocrites :D
UPDATE!!!!
I lied Isabel and I are friends, so most of this entry is a lie, well the part about us not being friends.
Yea so people are pretty much annoying. Ew. You know what else sucks? David. He decided to make this period of time the time for him to randomly come plowing back into my life. I mean seriously I have far to much going on for him to come back in here and just make an even bigger mess of my pitiful existance. For those of you who don't know, David is my ex.
Enough about him though cause I can't really deal with this right now. I want to like retouch on what I posted about before. I think because of that entry Isabel is officially friendbreaking from me( I hope not). I can only assume because she won't talk to me and she gives me odd looks in the halls.. Today at lunch I was trying to call her over to where I was sitting so I could ask her if she ever planned on getting me my sweatshirt and my FAVORITE book back, and she just walked right past me. I need my stuff :(. the sweatshirt isn't even mine, and thats my favorite book that I am madly in love with. So I really need her to return them to me promptly. This whole thing is so ridiculous. I mean I don't have any kind of reason to be angry or dissatisfied with Isabel. She thinks I talk about her and stuff and just like the last time she decided to "hate me:" if thats what's going on here, she never like really talked to me about it. It makes me really aggravated and upset. i don't want to take a break from Isabel.She is what I considered to be one of my best friends. She's usually fun to be around and my only friend that I can actually have a discussion about like books, and random shit like that. I wish that I could just hang out with her without feeling guilty(which is my own fault to be honest), or talk to her without having a third party Ryan supervision person. I can't though, and it sucks.I just want to be able to like have her as my friend. I don't know I think that this might eventually blow over but like I said before, it probably won't be for a while.
On a totally random note, I'm going to be drinking with Steven Poste, and Chris while simultaneously hanging out with Ashley. Also there is very odd backround noises up here and they make me upset.
I lied Isabel and I are friends, so most of this entry is a lie, well the part about us not being friends.
Yea so people are pretty much annoying. Ew. You know what else sucks? David. He decided to make this period of time the time for him to randomly come plowing back into my life. I mean seriously I have far to much going on for him to come back in here and just make an even bigger mess of my pitiful existance. For those of you who don't know, David is my ex.
Enough about him though cause I can't really deal with this right now. I want to like retouch on what I posted about before. I think because of that entry Isabel is officially friendbreaking from me( I hope not). I can only assume because she won't talk to me and she gives me odd looks in the halls.. Today at lunch I was trying to call her over to where I was sitting so I could ask her if she ever planned on getting me my sweatshirt and my FAVORITE book back, and she just walked right past me. I need my stuff :(. the sweatshirt isn't even mine, and thats my favorite book that I am madly in love with. So I really need her to return them to me promptly. This whole thing is so ridiculous. I mean I don't have any kind of reason to be angry or dissatisfied with Isabel. She thinks I talk about her and stuff and just like the last time she decided to "hate me:" if thats what's going on here, she never like really talked to me about it. It makes me really aggravated and upset. i don't want to take a break from Isabel.She is what I considered to be one of my best friends. She's usually fun to be around and my only friend that I can actually have a discussion about like books, and random shit like that. I wish that I could just hang out with her without feeling guilty(which is my own fault to be honest), or talk to her without having a third party Ryan supervision person. I can't though, and it sucks.I just want to be able to like have her as my friend. I don't know I think that this might eventually blow over but like I said before, it probably won't be for a while.
On a totally random note, I'm going to be drinking with Steven Poste, and Chris while simultaneously hanging out with Ashley. Also there is very odd backround noises up here and they make me upset.