doubt...
What fun is life if you know what's coming to you?
On a personal level....I'd love it, but I know that not all people share that opinion.
It's been brought to my attention that i'm a cranky, old man. I don't like to go out, I hate parties, I don't like to be social if i don't have to. And i have my reasons. But people I care for VERY much, do like to do these things. And if i don't want to be left in the dust...I'll have to learn to be social again.
My reasons for my behavior is...
Whenever I'm in front of lots of people I don't know, I feel like i have to entertain, I have to be "Mr.Funny-Guy". And when i'm under presure like that...my anxiety goes CRAZY! I can't breathe, I get twitchy, I start getting really angery.
I hate being that person. So I'd rather avoid the whole fuckin' thing! But I can't. Not if i want to see my friends, or be w/ the woman i love, So if anyone has any advice, I'd love to hear it.
On a personal level....I'd love it, but I know that not all people share that opinion.
It's been brought to my attention that i'm a cranky, old man. I don't like to go out, I hate parties, I don't like to be social if i don't have to. And i have my reasons. But people I care for VERY much, do like to do these things. And if i don't want to be left in the dust...I'll have to learn to be social again.
My reasons for my behavior is...
Whenever I'm in front of lots of people I don't know, I feel like i have to entertain, I have to be "Mr.Funny-Guy". And when i'm under presure like that...my anxiety goes CRAZY! I can't breathe, I get twitchy, I start getting really angery.
I hate being that person. So I'd rather avoid the whole fuckin' thing! But I can't. Not if i want to see my friends, or be w/ the woman i love, So if anyone has any advice, I'd love to hear it.