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I went and saw KC over Christmas break. He gave me the prettiest ring ever..I love it SoOoOo much. But, I came back, and it sucks. All depressed again, not even sure why. I know it's because I miss him, and Sammi...and my cousin... and a lot of other people, but.. I was getting used to the Sammi thing, but wow. Bleh, hard to explain.. Let's just say that when I was with him I didn't have any pain anymore. All of the crying I did over Sammi, and how much it hurt... it didn't even matter. But then I had to leave, and there was nothing I could do about it, so I just helplessly watched the pain come back 10 times harder. And now Kourtney is pissed at me. I'm done. All I have left is KC.. the only person who is keeping me alive. So until he realizes what a fuck up I am, I'm okay.
Sammi,
I am hanging on every word you say, and
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside heavens door
And listen to you breathing
Thats where I wanna be.
Sammi,
I am hanging on every word you say, and
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside heavens door
And listen to you breathing
Thats where I wanna be.