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the second i saw you today everything inside of me dropped to the floor with the force of the ocean crashing over me. everything stopped. except my heart.....i could feel it beating......i could hear it beating......and thats all there was. you standing in the doorway, me with my hands in the sink, and my heartbeat.
my face began to burn and that lump....that fucking awful dreaded lump began to grow in my throat. but i wont let you see what comes next. never again. you dont deserve it! ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS THAT I FUCKING HATE YOU ......but.... i still fucking love you which makes me hate you so much more. i didnt ask you to make me a promise. not one. and i wish you never had.
my heart is so heavy.
"if my heart's soaking wet, boy your boots can leave a mess"
leave me alone.
i cant carry you any more.
my face began to burn and that lump....that fucking awful dreaded lump began to grow in my throat. but i wont let you see what comes next. never again. you dont deserve it! ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS THAT I FUCKING HATE YOU ......but.... i still fucking love you which makes me hate you so much more. i didnt ask you to make me a promise. not one. and i wish you never had.
my heart is so heavy.
"if my heart's soaking wet, boy your boots can leave a mess"
leave me alone.
i cant carry you any more.