Far from here.
So I have decided that I'm going to attempt to live my life without regret.
I will bury the longing that keeps me from moving on in my life. I don't want my old friends back.
If you tell your brain what to think, it will eventually believe it as truth. And therefore you'll feel it.
I will be happy and I will start a new life in Pennsylvania. I will keep in touch with the people I truly care about and the people who truly care about me. I will be happy.
In a way, we're all starting over. We're graduating high school and moving on to the outside world. To college, to careers, to families of our own, ten, twelve years down the road. We will probably be completely different from what we are today. In some ways, I don't really want that. I do want to be better, be happier, but I don't want to be a completely different person. I want to keep some of my mindset that I have now, and some of the feelings that I had ten years ago. I always want to feel young.
Alex, I love you. And never have I meant anything more.