my confession: I am not a robot

[ashtonsbaby]

ok, so how come everybody else passed the AP exams except me? Does this mean im stupid? I'm pretty confused on this. I've never felt this stupid in my entire life. I've always been the smart one. How could I go from being to smart and "amazing," to almost being classified as retarded? MCC always pushes about how important APs are and that basically if you don't take them you're not going to college. AP classes are completely unnecessary. All they do is put people down and make them feel stupid, even though AP is for fucking geniuses in the first place. I know I don't belong in them and I'm not complaining that I want to, I just don't want the pressure of feeling like I have to pass my APs to succeed in life. IDK, I always thought that a 4 and a 5 were completely out of reach. It irks me when people get 4s and 5s, when I can't even pass the fucking test in the first place. Then everyones like wahh I did soooo bad. Shut the fuck up, at least you passed. Anyone who gets a 5 on an AP test has no life(except Heather I love you and I'm sooo happy that somebody I like actually did that well). So as far as I'm concerned MCC can shove AP up its fucking ass because I am normal. I'm not stupid, I'm not retarded, and I'm not slow. I am just a normal, good student.

I have reached a conclusion that MCC AP students are robots.

And I am not.

I bleed. I cry. I make mistakes.