Living in unison
Found this entry when I was trying to post today, it had been saved in rough drafts a few months ago, but never posted.
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Something new is happening in my life. I'm not all sure what it is. I'm trying to understand it, but maybe its one of those things that you just don't hold in your hand and completely understand, maybe its just life itself that I'm finally discovering.
There is so much going on right now.
A lot has been happening.
I don't know where to begin.
I don't know why I find journals like this so hard. Maybe its because I always make a shift whenever I hit the keyboard. Whenever I hit the keyboard, or whenever I am around anyone else. All other times I think about things and I have things on my mind, then here where others can see me I close up. Journals are about opening up about whats going on inside right? Or, well maybe at least in part. I keep telling others that I need to do that more, but it is always difficult to follow through. Just a moment ago my mind was spanning out on all the things that have encompassed around me in this life I find myself in. Not just that I find myself in this life, it is that I'm in this existence and a part of a greater whole. Things I am doing and things others are doing, things that are happening, things that are on people's hearts and things that drive people to the things that they do. The things that they think, the things that they feel. Its all just ... Its completely amazing.
I think I'm learning to be a part of a larger whole.
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Something new is happening in my life. I'm not all sure what it is. I'm trying to understand it, but maybe its one of those things that you just don't hold in your hand and completely understand, maybe its just life itself that I'm finally discovering.
There is so much going on right now.
A lot has been happening.
I don't know where to begin.
I don't know why I find journals like this so hard. Maybe its because I always make a shift whenever I hit the keyboard. Whenever I hit the keyboard, or whenever I am around anyone else. All other times I think about things and I have things on my mind, then here where others can see me I close up. Journals are about opening up about whats going on inside right? Or, well maybe at least in part. I keep telling others that I need to do that more, but it is always difficult to follow through. Just a moment ago my mind was spanning out on all the things that have encompassed around me in this life I find myself in. Not just that I find myself in this life, it is that I'm in this existence and a part of a greater whole. Things I am doing and things others are doing, things that are happening, things that are on people's hearts and things that drive people to the things that they do. The things that they think, the things that they feel. Its all just ... Its completely amazing.
I think I'm learning to be a part of a larger whole.