Hanging in there
Alright it’s time to get serious. I broke down more then a few times this past weekend. Just do to my roommates saying, “Eat something, what have you eaten today?”
I shouldn’t have to prove that or what I’ve eaten but I’m pretty sure that they have caught on and are now teaming up on me. Your maybe paranoia has set in.
I’ve been having my juice in the morning and then very little at lunch. Apple, non-fat yogurt, ½ cup of Special K and water, it keeps me from passing out at work.
Then once I go home I’m forced to eat something. I load up on Green Tea and then some plan noodles with veggie/oriental flavored broth. I don’t drink the broth I just scoop the noodles up.
I’m starting to get into this routine. I’m just sick of having my roommates make comments like, “Is that all you’re eating?” or “Do you want to try some of my food?” I’m sick of it.
I just want to yell, “Fuck no fatty!”
Tonight I’ll be able to lie and tell them I ate. I’m supposed to head to the movies with a friend of mine. I’ll get home late and tell them I already ate.
Other then that I feel like I’m hovering at the same weight, I think I might splurge and buy myself a more accurate scale.
I can hide it in my room or something.
It’s almost lunch time…wish me luck!