holy shit guys.
So. Been busy. Got a job at Borders working in the cafe. The guy who's training me and the other new guy is freakin' amazing. He's so cool! Like, the embodiment of my life mottos.
I knew I was doomed when he leaned over the employee handbook and said "Now, I'm gonna tell you the secret to making the perfect cup o' Joe". And I was like
"haghag;hagladg;halalg MR. HANEKOMA *FLAIL*" -.- He's awesome. XD;
So I'm going to do my best and learn everything I can about coffee! I have two passions in this world: coffee and music. And I'm gonna let them lead me as I go forward. I'm so excited to learn about this. I'm already thinking about roasting my own special blends and what methods I wanna use and... well you can imagine.
My lovely fiance got me a new pair of headphones for Yule. I fucking love them. They're skullcandy, TI Tokidoki pieces of WIN. God, they're beautiful.
Everything makes me feel like I can make it. Like I can keep on rockin' right up to what I've dreamed. That cafe is going to exist, and I'm going to make great coffee and give Under Ground dwellers a place to chill. That culture that changed me, that made me who I am deserves to have a safe haven where we can just talk about things, rock out to our music and BE.
The anniversary of Jake's death is creeping up on me. I thought about him today. I'm still sorry; I still think it was my fault but... I'm learning to deal. I'm learning that this is just how it is... and that I can't blame the whole world for it either, you know? I can't hate everybody. It's not their fault that he died.
I knew I was doomed when he leaned over the employee handbook and said "Now, I'm gonna tell you the secret to making the perfect cup o' Joe". And I was like
"haghag;hagladg;halalg MR. HANEKOMA *FLAIL*" -.- He's awesome. XD;
So I'm going to do my best and learn everything I can about coffee! I have two passions in this world: coffee and music. And I'm gonna let them lead me as I go forward. I'm so excited to learn about this. I'm already thinking about roasting my own special blends and what methods I wanna use and... well you can imagine.
My lovely fiance got me a new pair of headphones for Yule. I fucking love them. They're skullcandy, TI Tokidoki pieces of WIN. God, they're beautiful.
Everything makes me feel like I can make it. Like I can keep on rockin' right up to what I've dreamed. That cafe is going to exist, and I'm going to make great coffee and give Under Ground dwellers a place to chill. That culture that changed me, that made me who I am deserves to have a safe haven where we can just talk about things, rock out to our music and BE.
The anniversary of Jake's death is creeping up on me. I thought about him today. I'm still sorry; I still think it was my fault but... I'm learning to deal. I'm learning that this is just how it is... and that I can't blame the whole world for it either, you know? I can't hate everybody. It's not their fault that he died.