Oct 16, 2004 23:20
ok so today was a lot of fun because i haven't seen my family in a while and it was my cousin's and my aunt's birthdays so i got to see everyone. My cousin Emily is 1 year old and my aunt Debbie is 50. I also went to my brother's football game today. He's really good and he should be good at football because he's massive. He plays fullback and offensive guard and center and some other stuff. Speaking of football i met the Busbee boys' mother today. i didn't know that she was such good friends with my family, but she was at my aunt's house today and she introduced herself to me and talked to me about Ben wanting to go to Alabama to play football. She is so sweet and her name is GiGi so that's cool. i've thought a lot about my friends again today. i saw Kelly LaMont (her son plays on my brother's football team and she is Ashley Courtney's -who used to be my best friend- oldest sister)and she told me i should really call Ashley because she needs friends right now. their mom, Mrs. Judy, also tells me that i need to call her and become somewhat of a good influence on her because obviously she has gotten a little off track. and i seriously thought about it today and have decided to call her and see if she wants to come hang out or something. i think it would be a good idea and besides i miss being friends with her because we have known each other so long and were really close. oh sarah todd called me today too and she and hillary are in another fight. they are always in a fight because they are so opposite, but once you look at it maybe they aren't. hillary doesn't like confrontations, but by being so against them she kind of starts them for herself in a way. and i believe since sarah is always with hillary the majority of hillary's confrontations are with sarah because they are just always together and sarah doesnt back down from confrontations so they just become huge and then hillary just explodes in a way because she doesn't like the situation that she's in. this happens a lot and has been happening ever since they have been best friends which has been for about 17 years now and i guess i can see all of this because i have been there with them for about 15 of the 17 years. i have known most of my friends for as long as i can remember. i tried calling nick today. everyone tells me i shouldnt call or worry about him, but i'm just sick of playing the whole "i don't want to talk to you because i want to look busy and make you jealous" game. i just want to be back to normal. i also talked to my friend kyle for a really long time last night. We have the best conversations like "What is the meaning of Life?" i love talking to him. well i'm going to take a shower and do some homework that i've been avoiding. later gator.