The Woman Warrior
i think im going crazy a little bit. i'm so tired. i feel like i just keep going and going and going. i have a quiz in voice and movement tomorrow. and i have to reherse. and i have to work. i love making the money. but i feel like its hurting me. the 500$ checks are awesome. but i just dont think i can work that much. i am really trying to stick it out. my italian class is driving me crazy. my teacher is horrible. even when i do get a day or a weekend of a break it doesn't seem like enough. i feel like im still doing homething or there is something still having over my head.
i get to go home this weekend, but i still have things to do. i have an italian test on monday, and anther book i have to read and write about for american lit, and i have to find monologues. well only one, cuz i have one. but i need it to be amazing. White rose amazing. so i really need to find soemthing GOOD. so thats what i get to do on the train. and its not even going to be a very long train ride. like going to josh's. plus it will be at 9:30 at night. am i gonna do homework at home? probably not. but i need to try.
speaking of josh, i miss him alot. we're doing better then we have been the past few weeks or so. this distance is really hard for me. i miss him alot. i do get to kiss him at midnight!!! yay. this is going to be the best new years ever.
i need new clothes. i need to get rid of my old clothes. i need to stop spending money. i need to stop eatin. and spending money on food. i need to lose weight. i always say that. i never do it. i hate that.
so tired. i hate winter. i feel myself getting into this depression again. all iwant to do is sleep. i am not caring about the things that i should.
i need to find a fricken apartment.
im gonna go die now.
~*~Ashlee~*~
i get to go home this weekend, but i still have things to do. i have an italian test on monday, and anther book i have to read and write about for american lit, and i have to find monologues. well only one, cuz i have one. but i need it to be amazing. White rose amazing. so i really need to find soemthing GOOD. so thats what i get to do on the train. and its not even going to be a very long train ride. like going to josh's. plus it will be at 9:30 at night. am i gonna do homework at home? probably not. but i need to try.
speaking of josh, i miss him alot. we're doing better then we have been the past few weeks or so. this distance is really hard for me. i miss him alot. i do get to kiss him at midnight!!! yay. this is going to be the best new years ever.
i need new clothes. i need to get rid of my old clothes. i need to stop spending money. i need to stop eatin. and spending money on food. i need to lose weight. i always say that. i never do it. i hate that.
so tired. i hate winter. i feel myself getting into this depression again. all iwant to do is sleep. i am not caring about the things that i should.
i need to find a fricken apartment.
im gonna go die now.
~*~Ashlee~*~