Thinking....
I've been feeling left out lately... it's not specifically because of people not talking to me or hanging out with me, but I don't know... sometimes I feel like some people would just rather not talk to me or sit by me at lunch, because there's better people around or something. And I know you would tell me that that's not true... and I don't want to think it's true. I know that I have wonderful friends who love me for me. I haven't really spent anytime with most of my friends lately, though. I have one group that I basically spend all of my time with, and I barely talk to my other friends. That's kind of why I'm looking forward to this weekend. I'm planning to hang out with Rachel, and I haven't really spent any time with her since marching band. I think I just need a break.
Something's wrong with me, I think, because I can't concentrate on anything at all, and then I am doing everything really slow now. We had 10 minutes to read in English today, and I only got through about 4 pages in that time. That shows how I can't concentrate, then I'm basically moving my eyes across the page, not reading the words. Then I have to go back and reread everything until I can understand it. I just don't know.. I've just been thinking about basically everything lately. Everything's weird now.
Something's wrong with me, I think, because I can't concentrate on anything at all, and then I am doing everything really slow now. We had 10 minutes to read in English today, and I only got through about 4 pages in that time. That shows how I can't concentrate, then I'm basically moving my eyes across the page, not reading the words. Then I have to go back and reread everything until I can understand it. I just don't know.. I've just been thinking about basically everything lately. Everything's weird now.