May 15, 2004 01:02
I cant sleep and i havent updated in forever so im typing now...
The semester is over which is somewhat scary...ok its very scary. Someone asked me the other day what year i was in school and i was like...im a senior?? saying it made it actually sink in. and my brother is going to be a freshman here which is almost as scary. the future scares me.....its insane thinking that i have absolutely no idea where im gonna be or what im going to be doing a year from now...
but for now im having fun...well as much as i can, considering my work schedule. i got scheduled 45 hours this week because we lost 8 servers last week. And we've been warned that this weekend is supposed to be the busiest weekend since we opened since its graduation and all...considering i work tomorrow 4-12 and then a double on sunday (10am-11pm) i think i might die from exhaustion. Then i work M,T,W,Th,Friday....ahhhhhhh...but then comes the wedding on saturday! I'm real excited, my friends from church are getting married and its my first real wedding (at first i spelled that weeding, haha). I think i might be in love with the dress that i bought to wear for it. Its hard to describe but it has shades of purple...im going with pat and i think ive convinced him to wear a dark purple shirt. we are going to be better looking than the bride and groom, haha. ahh, cant wait!
i need to clean sooooooooooo bad
oh yeah i got a 4.0 :) plesantly suprised...the goal of graduating with a 3.99 is still plausible...
ugh i really wish i had the mindset for this weekend...sometimes when i know its going to be busy at scottys i look forward to it, but im just not there right now, i dont know why...but ive got til 4pm tomorrow to figure it out
more later