I keep my ideals because in spite of everything I still believe that people are really good at heart

Dec 10, 2003 03:14

That quote is by Anne Frank and it's one of my favorites. I like it because, well its amazing that someone so young that had to go into hiding with her family just because of her religion would believe that. And I also like it cause I'm the same way...I always think people are good at heart. If something bad happens I usually blame it on circumstances or I rationalize. I never think that someone is out to get me or wants to intentionally hurt me.

I'm not really sure if this quality is good or bad. Thoughts on that would be appreciated. I mean, i guess its good to believe in people- but you can get really really burned by always being so trusting, which i have learned time and time again. Its frustrating, i mean it NEVER even crosses my mind that people might have bad intentions. I also have this thing where i always want to fix things and it drives me CRAZY when i cant. And when people wont listen to me-ughhh biggest pet peeve ever! Alright I'll stop doing this because I know I could go on forever.

I've had 2 days of training at Scotty's now. I think I'm really going to like it. All 2 of you that read my journal will have to come in and sit in my section!! I've met some cool people and the managers are awesome. The guy that owns it (Scotty, obviously) is only 30 years old. He seems so down-to-earth and laid-back and everything. Haha well this is me judging someone, so in reality hes probably a cold-blooded mass murderer. Anyway, the atmosphere of the restaurant is going to be awesome. Theres over 100 menus on the item and it all sounds soooooo good. Speaking of which, I have to memorize appetizers, soups, salads, soft drinks, porters, and stouts for a quiz tomorrow. eh its 3am, i still have time, haha.

My huge stat project is due Thursday. I didn't know how much time I was going to need to put into it. I typed out like 13 pages of stuff today, but I still have so much more to do tomorrow. I'm getting on campus at 9 to work on it some more and I dont have class until 11:30. Then right after that class I'm heading to work until 4. Then I actually have a little break until the LASC holiday party at 6. How long I stay there depends on how much stat I still have left to do. Hopefully everything goes ok with that...

Well I need to go study some Scotty's stuff now. More tomorrow, probably from the comp lab after the holiday party, because I will want to procrastinate as per usual!

Ash
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