Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around...
I like that quote...
My room scares me, i cant see the carpet haha. So yeah I'm in a much better mood. Maybe its because i went shopping and its defer-the-payment season...maybe its because im going out tonight...maybe its because I got the notes for that 45 point polysci question and kicked its ass. Who knows...im feeling better, thats all that matters to me for now!
I bought some cute clothes today! A few too many, but still. I seriously need to be a personal shopper...whoa something i might be good at! Its funny how I invent occasions that i need certain outfits for in order to justify my purchases. Haha oh well.
Did I already say I got a job? Yeah I'm a server at Scotty's Brewhouse...well it doesnt open til January, but my 4 hrs a day/5 days a week for 4 weeks training starts Monday. I'm not really sure how im going to handle dealing with everything next week....im basically busy from the second i get up until at least 10pm everynight...and thats just from work and classes. So after 10pm will be when i get to work on a com presentation/a huge stat project/stat homework...and probably something else that I'm forgetting. This dead week is probably going to be the busiest week for me in the past 3 years of my academic life.
I'm realizing that I need to be more upbeat about things..ok this doesnt mean im not going to go off ranting about things anymore (thats practically the definition of a journal)- but i do need to change my attitude a little. I realized this by talking to someone last night who has been put through way more than i have...and his upbeatness and positive thinking made me realize how im being a dumbass. Well ok maybe not a dumbass, but I need to change. Again.
Alright time to clean the room (= try on my new clothes)
I'll let ya know how my first Friday night out being 21 goes!! Hopefully not like my first night ever being 21 haha.
soooooo scandalous,
Ash
My room scares me, i cant see the carpet haha. So yeah I'm in a much better mood. Maybe its because i went shopping and its defer-the-payment season...maybe its because im going out tonight...maybe its because I got the notes for that 45 point polysci question and kicked its ass. Who knows...im feeling better, thats all that matters to me for now!
I bought some cute clothes today! A few too many, but still. I seriously need to be a personal shopper...whoa something i might be good at! Its funny how I invent occasions that i need certain outfits for in order to justify my purchases. Haha oh well.
Did I already say I got a job? Yeah I'm a server at Scotty's Brewhouse...well it doesnt open til January, but my 4 hrs a day/5 days a week for 4 weeks training starts Monday. I'm not really sure how im going to handle dealing with everything next week....im basically busy from the second i get up until at least 10pm everynight...and thats just from work and classes. So after 10pm will be when i get to work on a com presentation/a huge stat project/stat homework...and probably something else that I'm forgetting. This dead week is probably going to be the busiest week for me in the past 3 years of my academic life.
I'm realizing that I need to be more upbeat about things..ok this doesnt mean im not going to go off ranting about things anymore (thats practically the definition of a journal)- but i do need to change my attitude a little. I realized this by talking to someone last night who has been put through way more than i have...and his upbeatness and positive thinking made me realize how im being a dumbass. Well ok maybe not a dumbass, but I need to change. Again.
Alright time to clean the room (= try on my new clothes)
I'll let ya know how my first Friday night out being 21 goes!! Hopefully not like my first night ever being 21 haha.
soooooo scandalous,
Ash