Life is Always Drama
Well. I've been neglecting LJ again. I've been neglecting a lot of things, actually. And picking up new ones. Like a husband, and a new hobby (making earrings). But when things go terribly wrong, I always come back here. I always know this space is mine to do whatever I want with.
I got fired from my job yesterday. I've never been fired before.
I came home, wept on my hubby's shoulder, then sent out 40 resumes.
I got a hired to a new job today (well... technically tomorrow, since that's when I'm doing the paperwork). So I was unemployed for about 24 hours.
I feel like I should have learned something from this. Shouldn't've I? Instead I just feel numb. And sad. There were people I loved at my old job. And there were people I didn't love one bit. It was an awful environment. I'm not sad to be gone. But the stress and the horrible situation has caused a 24 hour stomachache that won't go away, even though I found a new job.
My head hurts.
My tummy hurts.
I'm so incredibly tired.
People are nasty creatures. Who knew?
I am a person. So I suppose that means I can be a nasty creature too. Who knew?
Tomorrow is a new job. New people. New atmosphere. But I'm not new. I'm still just me, with the same old everything. I'm scared, and my stomach hurts.
I got fired from my job yesterday. I've never been fired before.
I came home, wept on my hubby's shoulder, then sent out 40 resumes.
I got a hired to a new job today (well... technically tomorrow, since that's when I'm doing the paperwork). So I was unemployed for about 24 hours.
I feel like I should have learned something from this. Shouldn't've I? Instead I just feel numb. And sad. There were people I loved at my old job. And there were people I didn't love one bit. It was an awful environment. I'm not sad to be gone. But the stress and the horrible situation has caused a 24 hour stomachache that won't go away, even though I found a new job.
My head hurts.
My tummy hurts.
I'm so incredibly tired.
People are nasty creatures. Who knew?
I am a person. So I suppose that means I can be a nasty creature too. Who knew?
Tomorrow is a new job. New people. New atmosphere. But I'm not new. I'm still just me, with the same old everything. I'm scared, and my stomach hurts.