and we'll never miss a party because we keep them going constantly
it's ridiculous how these past few years have gone by.
all the friends that have come and gone, all the parties, all the boys, all the tears, all the smiles.
it blows my mind.
i don't know if i should cry because i'm leaving or smile. i think i take this place and the people in my life for granted far too much.
i think i take myself for granted. i've grown so much over the past few years. i've conquered it all. why do i still let people treat me like i'm 12 and only capable of being walked all over? i'm a great girl, and if you can't see that, then, it really is your loss.
there are certain parts of my personality that i love. i believe they make me the person i am. i think i need to change them though if i'm ever going to make it.
i don't know how i feel anymore about anything. this is the most confused i've been about life ever. i thought i would come to some sort of understanding after everything, but they were right. it keeps getting harder.
and nothing you, you say can or will penetrate these walls that i create.