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a part of me actually thought he would show up. i wish life was like the movies.
it's amazing how much i have learned about myself this week. i learned who my true friends are. i learned about some faults i can control and need to take care of. i learned what i will put up with. i learned what i shouldn't be willing to put up. i learned that there are certain things and people i should care about, and there are others i don't need to. i learned people will constantly suprise you whether it's for the better or for the worse. i can only take what i've learned and do something with that. i can't dwell on the past (something else i've learned). i can't spend my time worrying about things i can't control. i'm not promising i'll be able to stop, but i'm promising myself i'm going to try.