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I am in a really good mood today! I don't know why though haha. Nothing has changed or anything. I am about to go take a shower with Sid bc no one is here to watch him haha. But he loves to splash in the shower so i'm sure he'll have a blast. Seth's birthday is on Sunday, he'll be 20. I am probably going to have to give him a late birthday present. I don't get paid till the next weekend lmao. I always have bad timing with that. I miss my Hannah!!!! She should TOTALLY come over this weekend! Bc I LURRRRRRRRRVE HER!
So, Seth and me are going on our first jog together tonight. He says he wants to get back to the size he was when we fist met :P But we will see. I am going to push myself this time...NO EXCUSES! I know i'm not fat, but i'm deff not happy with myself. I want to be able to have more energy and hopefully live a long and healthy life :D I deff don't wanna be "Sid's fat mom" haha oh geezzzz. I'm going with or without Seth! I gotta do this for myself. I'm tired of talking and not doing it. I will be fit by next summer! And I will buy the cutest bathing suit EVER! I will be so happy when I get to do all the things that I'm ashamed to do bc I feel uncomfortable with my weight. I talk about myselflike I weigh 124674867836lbs. I weigh 146, or atleast that's what the scale said haha. The one at the gym said 150 not that long ago. So idk what I weigh. :P So after I get off work tonight i'm gonna put sid to bed and then get ready to workout :P Wish me luck!!!!!!!!
So, Seth and me are going on our first jog together tonight. He says he wants to get back to the size he was when we fist met :P But we will see. I am going to push myself this time...NO EXCUSES! I know i'm not fat, but i'm deff not happy with myself. I want to be able to have more energy and hopefully live a long and healthy life :D I deff don't wanna be "Sid's fat mom" haha oh geezzzz. I'm going with or without Seth! I gotta do this for myself. I'm tired of talking and not doing it. I will be fit by next summer! And I will buy the cutest bathing suit EVER! I will be so happy when I get to do all the things that I'm ashamed to do bc I feel uncomfortable with my weight. I talk about myselflike I weigh 124674867836lbs. I weigh 146, or atleast that's what the scale said haha. The one at the gym said 150 not that long ago. So idk what I weigh. :P So after I get off work tonight i'm gonna put sid to bed and then get ready to workout :P Wish me luck!!!!!!!!