a long time coming.....
So there is so much going on
Work
My relationship is a shitty circle of shit
When all you do is drink and smoke and feel bad for yourself.....yeah I don't feel bad for you
Initiative? Two jobs. Initiative? Food and clothing and a place to live.
I'm just tired of the nothingness that has become of my life
There's just no way to romanticize it, I'm over the romance and now its about the real bread and butter in the relationship
I'm afraid to move on
I just for once want to feel like I'm not alone
Also I'm starting to really think I'm pregnant
Perfect timing mother nature!
Ill be taking a test in a few weeks.....whatever
Been working too much, so tired
I could just barf
Last week Jorge Fuentes jumped in front of a train in New York
He had such a light, brilliant personality
If someone like that can't find a reason to stick around there just no hope for the rest of us I guess
In his death I see my own mortality underneath a microscope
He is the first person in our graduating class to pass
I couldnt even being myself to go to the wake alone
I'm so sick of excuses
Life is too short not to have what I want
Its just too short
I just don't know where to go what to do
I just can't stop thinking about poor sweet Jorge
Work
My relationship is a shitty circle of shit
When all you do is drink and smoke and feel bad for yourself.....yeah I don't feel bad for you
Initiative? Two jobs. Initiative? Food and clothing and a place to live.
I'm just tired of the nothingness that has become of my life
There's just no way to romanticize it, I'm over the romance and now its about the real bread and butter in the relationship
I'm afraid to move on
I just for once want to feel like I'm not alone
Also I'm starting to really think I'm pregnant
Perfect timing mother nature!
Ill be taking a test in a few weeks.....whatever
Been working too much, so tired
I could just barf
Last week Jorge Fuentes jumped in front of a train in New York
He had such a light, brilliant personality
If someone like that can't find a reason to stick around there just no hope for the rest of us I guess
In his death I see my own mortality underneath a microscope
He is the first person in our graduating class to pass
I couldnt even being myself to go to the wake alone
I'm so sick of excuses
Life is too short not to have what I want
Its just too short
I just don't know where to go what to do
I just can't stop thinking about poor sweet Jorge