shame
I have not been this stressed out about money since I was young
I don't make enough to even pay all my bills
I don't see how people do this
I'm ready to yank my hair out and jump off a building or just get rid of everything I own
I haven't made so little since I was in my super early twenties
That's been several lifestyles ago
I need this move for more than just a change in my surroundings
If I don't move I'm dead in the water
Or ill have to turn Jamaican and work 50 jobs
Which is depressing as I barely do anything with anyone as it is
It has go get harder before it gets easier and right now its fucking concrete
In other news saw meg had a giant margarita and caught up with her
Unrelated
It feels strange after awhile
I think I'm emotionally unstable
It might not be the worst idea to sit down with a therapist at some point to sort this all out
Feelings of rejection
Also hey 36.42
I don't know why I'm being charged you or Wtf is going on but this is not cool
Today will be good I hope
I'm off work
Maybe ill wash more dishes
I don't make enough to even pay all my bills
I don't see how people do this
I'm ready to yank my hair out and jump off a building or just get rid of everything I own
I haven't made so little since I was in my super early twenties
That's been several lifestyles ago
I need this move for more than just a change in my surroundings
If I don't move I'm dead in the water
Or ill have to turn Jamaican and work 50 jobs
Which is depressing as I barely do anything with anyone as it is
It has go get harder before it gets easier and right now its fucking concrete
In other news saw meg had a giant margarita and caught up with her
Unrelated
It feels strange after awhile
I think I'm emotionally unstable
It might not be the worst idea to sit down with a therapist at some point to sort this all out
Feelings of rejection
Also hey 36.42
I don't know why I'm being charged you or Wtf is going on but this is not cool
Today will be good I hope
I'm off work
Maybe ill wash more dishes