I want myself back
I haven’t had the chance to clear my thoughts and really think what has been happening in the recent week.
I guess I was disappointed with work. The work load doubled up these days with the massive impact on the market. I interacted with difficult and think-money-will-gone-in-split-second situation. No doubt there are some really nice ones who offered to buy things for me when they are coming visit- which we can never accept.
The D&D got cancelled. Can you believe it got Cancelled? The only thing I was looking forward to in November.. GONE. And CNA just report on the HUGE riot in BKK, which put my trip next week at risk.
Things are never happening well for me now.
I am not feeling extremely fun-loving recently; in fact, I am very sensitive right now. I need to get that certain attention, which I am not. I felt neglected somehow.
He was one of the major factors I was feeling this way, perhaps. He hasn’t called for the longest time. He said he would, but that day never came. I gradually lost the patient and lust I had with him. We can never really talk about it, cos there is nothing to literally talk about. So I just have to somehow accept what is happening in silent and the feeling is not good at all.
Sometimes, I wonder if I appear to be someone that is the bubbly/joking around kind of person that they forgot/ don’t see a need to ask me how am I doing. It’s just so depressing now.
Pardon me if you will not hear from me.
I guess I was disappointed with work. The work load doubled up these days with the massive impact on the market. I interacted with difficult and think-money-will-gone-in-split-second situation. No doubt there are some really nice ones who offered to buy things for me when they are coming visit- which we can never accept.
The D&D got cancelled. Can you believe it got Cancelled? The only thing I was looking forward to in November.. GONE. And CNA just report on the HUGE riot in BKK, which put my trip next week at risk.
Things are never happening well for me now.
I am not feeling extremely fun-loving recently; in fact, I am very sensitive right now. I need to get that certain attention, which I am not. I felt neglected somehow.
He was one of the major factors I was feeling this way, perhaps. He hasn’t called for the longest time. He said he would, but that day never came. I gradually lost the patient and lust I had with him. We can never really talk about it, cos there is nothing to literally talk about. So I just have to somehow accept what is happening in silent and the feeling is not good at all.
Sometimes, I wonder if I appear to be someone that is the bubbly/joking around kind of person that they forgot/ don’t see a need to ask me how am I doing. It’s just so depressing now.
Pardon me if you will not hear from me.