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well hello again tonight is going so so . its been a tough few days . lets see lets start with i watch my cousins baby 4 days aweek or should i say i did watch her 4 days aweek. she was supose to pay me friday and couldnt because her check was automaticly deposited that day. so she said shed drop it by in the morning , then i called her that morning she said she was taking a sower and going to the bank, well 1030 comes and no money so i call and call and call cell phones and home phone and finally a work phone whre i gt hung up on, then she calls and leaves a message that something came up and that shed call me the next morning well needless to day she never called . im supose to watch her daughter but i doubt i will tomarrow i dont feel i should because she couldnt respect me to even call me and im supose to do this for her. it takes 2 mins to call and say hey i dont have it ...... well that makes it rough on me because i was depending on that money to by my daughter diapers , food , so its not me shes hurting its my daughter and that kinda hurt me. so we will see tomarrow what kind of mood im in . well then i called my friend and i thought she was mad at me but she wasnt so that was good my great friends faithy pooh is going to have her birthday on thursday . HAPPY 23RD EARLY HUN . she is going out witch i probley wont be able to attend due to someone not paying me. witch pisses me off . then i kinda snapped at hubby a few times a apologised seeings its not his fault that im upset . hes a great man with a good heart kinda a sport freek but a good man lol love you baby. . well its 1147 pm and im gonna have the day to myself tomarrw wish me luck thanks