Oct 18, 2008 22:01
why are people so high strung???
ok, so i went up to weare today thinking i was going to go and MAYBE have a decent time at the dobe's party thing. instead i sat in my parent's trailer all day watching jim. and actually... i SO preferred that. being told that your best friend's dad hates you, being given dirty looks constantly, and being told that you are a bad kid because you have tatoos and a nose ring was NOT what i had in mind.
yeah... so not fun. oh, and i got all of those remarks because people kept coming down to see the trailer.
i'm sorry, but for a religion that promotes unbiased love for one another, almost everyone there is probably the most judgemental people i have ever met in my life. I'm not saying i'm perfect by any means, but i'm sure as hell better off than some people i know! i mean, i'm working two jobs at over 70 hours a week and i have a 4.0 average in school AND i'm going through a tiny crisis about figuring out where to sleep every night. i dont mean to sound high strung, but i am damn proud of what i have become. just because i am not in a religion, or because i have tatoos and piercings DOES NOT mean i am a bad person!
SO WHY THE HELL DO I KEEP GETTING TREATED LIKE SHIT BY THESE PEOPLE????
i suppose it is like the tootsie-pop dilema... the world may never know.