moving

[ashlynnhere]

so i've been packing for two days straight. and with every item i put in a box i remember SOMETHING that went on with that item. i mean, just as an example, i was packing up my board that i had stuff tacked to. i pulled down ian's old maine number. then i pulled down a birthday card mike made me. then a pic of me and mike on my birthday. i just started bawling. i can't take all of this. i don't want to leave all of this behind. period. i dont want to grow away from the people i used to know like the back of my hand. now i dont even know where they are living. i'm not gonna be good for a couple of days... maybe a little longer... who knows.
i just miss everyone and everything i used to have in my life. i want it back.