Jun 08, 2005 19:15
Gosh, i can't believe that today was my last actual day of high school...EVER. That's insane. It's a bittersweet feeling. I miss travis. I never get to talk to him any more because his phone is gone, and he probably thinks i ignored him this morning but i was at graduation practice and :-( it makes me sad. He's leaving saturday morning for the beach. My mommy is on her way now which means he can't stay with me...tomorrow i'm going shopping which is cool but i wish i could've spent a little more time with him. He was supposed to stay with me last night but he his parents made him come home...I don't know i'll be upset if he's out with his friends tonight. I feel so utterly unimportant to him...Gosh it sucks. I just want to see him and touch him and kiss him and i can't :-(
Well we leave for the beach sunday which is awesome!! But if i don't get some damn money it's not going to be good. I don't know whats going to go down there but i hope it's not bad...It very well could be with the way things are going right now. Oh well. Graduation practice tomorrow... BLAH it's so hot out i hate it. If you can't tell, this is my venting entry and i just feel like crying. So on that note i'm done.