what happened with my life?

[ashluvsinuyasha]

so apparently at some piont today my aunt and uncle are going to have "the talk"
im going to have to sit there and listen to all of their complaints and say nothing. its going to feel just like that time Adam's mom verbally assaulted me. cant say anything because its not my house, and if i do i could get thrown out. im so sick of this shit.

im losing everything. half of my stuff has been in my aunt and uncle's shed for two years. i kept planning on moving out on my own. and then when i met adam and fell for him i thought we could move out together. so i waited until he was ready. then we almost did again, with Faran as a roomy, but then her parents said it was against thier religion or some shit. so then it was postponed again.

now adam has a great new job (through my uncle by the way) and all i would need to do is get another job, even a part time job so i could go back to school and we could have afforded it. and then he falls out of love with me.
great.
and now that i have no car and no job and no boyfriend, now im not going to have a place to live.
awesome.
i dont know what the hell im going to do.
according do Dee they are going to give me three weeks.

anyone have a room i can rent?