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Hmm... where do I start?
I guess lately I've been thinking about a lot of things. College, mostly, but also everything that comes along with that. While i was packing last night, I felt like I was over packing. Granted, that's because I usually only pack for vacations... and now I had to get it into my head that I'm moving away. I kind of feel sad. I'm going to miss my bed. My dog. Coming home and laying on my couch. And I feel bad for my parents. They're gonna be the only ones in the house. Idk, I guess they're okay... but idk, its just weird.
This week has been packed with last minute things. A lot of people lately have been wanting to hang out... saying our final goodbyes. I've also had tons of doctor and dentist appointments... booooooo for that.
Yesterday I had the clever idea of eating pizza while my mouth was still numb, b/c i was hungry. While I was eating, it turns out I bit my lip... really badly... and now it's all swollen, and gross looking.... and I'd have to say, I'm a retard for having the brilliant idea of eating while I can't even tell what the hell I'm doing. Yay me!
The other day I went on a date with a guy i've been friends with for about 4 years now. I never thought of him that way, until he asked me to go on a date with him... and everything went really well. He opened all my doors, payed for my ticket, walked me to my car, told me I was pretty.... ahhhhhh everything went perfectly. And, this is so bittersweet... b/c I'M LEAVING. It sucks... it really does.
I guess lately I've been thinking about a lot of things. College, mostly, but also everything that comes along with that. While i was packing last night, I felt like I was over packing. Granted, that's because I usually only pack for vacations... and now I had to get it into my head that I'm moving away. I kind of feel sad. I'm going to miss my bed. My dog. Coming home and laying on my couch. And I feel bad for my parents. They're gonna be the only ones in the house. Idk, I guess they're okay... but idk, its just weird.
This week has been packed with last minute things. A lot of people lately have been wanting to hang out... saying our final goodbyes. I've also had tons of doctor and dentist appointments... booooooo for that.
Yesterday I had the clever idea of eating pizza while my mouth was still numb, b/c i was hungry. While I was eating, it turns out I bit my lip... really badly... and now it's all swollen, and gross looking.... and I'd have to say, I'm a retard for having the brilliant idea of eating while I can't even tell what the hell I'm doing. Yay me!
The other day I went on a date with a guy i've been friends with for about 4 years now. I never thought of him that way, until he asked me to go on a date with him... and everything went really well. He opened all my doors, payed for my ticket, walked me to my car, told me I was pretty.... ahhhhhh everything went perfectly. And, this is so bittersweet... b/c I'M LEAVING. It sucks... it really does.