Mar 22, 2004 13:03
First of all let me start by saying
BEN IS OUT OF JAIL! ;-D
Toms little brothers friends mom just inherited $500,000 and bailed Ben out of jail Friday (someone she doesnt even know) just because the reason he is in is bull. $35,000 It makes me soo happy. and he was able to make it to Rodgers memorial Saturday. And he gave Rodgers parents a big hug too! ;-D
But on a different note, my cousin Shanel has been screwing up lately and making a lot of bad decisions and last week she choose her boyfriend over me and ran away from her dads and stole her own car to go "live" with him. She called me Tuesday night crying saying she left him and shes going home. But she just backed her jeep into a cement pole at the gas station. So i told her to just come to my house. And she called her ex-Boyfriend Brandon to meet her and drop her jeep off at home then have him take her to my house. Which i was happy about bc i was worried about her like you wouldnt believe when she was living at Johns. and i thought she was finally starting to think straight. well she was fine till Friday night. We were planning on staying the night in Ramona then going down to my great-grandma Spences house since she just got out of the hospital for a broken hip. The she wants to stay the night at Tom and Dougs house. and I dont care. bc why would i throw a fit about staying the night w/ doug? Then later that night she starts throwing a fit bc shes hungry and everything in ramona is closed at 2am besides dennys. So i tell her to go ahead and take my car and go get dennys. I tried to GIVE her $20 and i told her i have the number on my phone and ill order take-out for her and everything. Just trying to do anything i can to make her comfortable. She was just being plain difficult. Then tarren calls and starts up some shit (whats new) she tells Shanel that the weekend before Brandon tried to get on our other cousin Justine ( i swear our family needs to not hangout and be best friends! its too much drama. and im not getting involved anymore) so shanel goes psycho and starts going off on brandon then hes drunk as ever and drives by doug and toms and starts up shit. So shanel is telling him hes going to die and people are going to kill him and whatnot and i just stayed inside and she took that as i dont care. I did it bc i dont want to be involved anymore. She starts it..she can finish her own problems. Then she tells me she wants me to take her home..4am all the way to shelter valley. mmhmm, im sorry, NO. i wanted to go to my grandmas. So she yells at me more when im sleeping saying "whos choosing the guy now" and right before she woke me up she said she needed to get her cigarettes out of my purse..well she slipped my keys also. and after she yelled at me, she slammed the door and took my car and left. I woke up in the morning and my car was gone! i called everyone know who could have known where she was. and I was stuck at Doug and Toms all day. Its alright tho. I got to drive Jesses Camaro all day ;-) so i went and got the boys food and had jesse buy then 2-12packs of Corona and myself a 12 pack of Smirnoff Twisted and i was just going to hang around all day and play pool. well the bottom of MY 12 pack decides to break in the kitchen and get all over the floor. none of them broke but 2 of the bottles lost their lids and got all over the floor. Dougie cleaned it up <3 ive never had a guy clean up after me! I didnt have any clothes, make-up or anything. i was pretty bitter. Then i took a nap w/ Doja (dougs dog) around 1:30 until 3ish when Doug woke me up by touching mine and Dojas stomachs saying "look at my girls" <3 and told me they were all leaving to go to Rodgers Memorial. and told me to make myself at home <3 then tom woke me up to let me know that Frosty (nick name. Dont know why) dropped off his phone charger for me bc we have the same phone. Then tom woke me up again and begged me to go with him to the memorial and i didnt want to go bc i knew all the other girls and everyone would be all cute and dressed up and i was going to look all rugged w/ no make-up on and the same clothes everyone saw me in the day before. I didnt even have my sunglasses. But they finally talked me into it. It was really sad & it took like 2 hours for everyone to go up and talk about him. and share all their memories. Really great service tho. I sat next to Doug the whole time and eventho it seems kinda disrespectful looking back at it we were making little jokes here at there throughout it. But it helped us not get too sad. Kinda lightened the mood for us. Like one guy went up and talked and he wore a cowboy hat and Doug said he held the Mic like it was a CB Radio. hahahah. Then Doug told me later that night that he was glad i went bc he hates going to that kind of stuff but it made him feel better that i was sitting next to him. Im not sure how to take that tho. just bc we were making jokes or what. and i couldnt get it out of him bc he didnt answer me when i said "so it would have made you feel the same if tom was sitting right next to you..or was it me?" and he wouldnt answer. hmm, embarassed? But shanel called me once we got back to Dougs and said she was going to drop my car off at the house soon. Well the boys were hungry again and i borrowed one of Dougs CDs and left to get them food. But when shanel was turning onto their street she saw me driving Jesses Camaro. that pissed her right off bc jesse is her ex also and she thinks that bc he got that car when they were together its somehow hers? i dont feel bad tho. Im sick of letting her tell me what to do. The way i see it is that i dont have any strings attached. I can do whatever i want. i dont have to lie to anyone about where im going. and im not the one always fighting w/ someone about our plans. and if shes not getting along w/ someone then we cant go somewhere. I shoudlnt have to suffer. I have my car. i have my transportation. I dont rely on her. she relys on me. But i have no say-so about where we go or what we do. not anymore. But i got it back. and everyone over there is mad at her. and i didnt even get to go to my Grandmas. Due to the fact that i ditn have a car. that made me mad too.