weekly digest
ok here it is my babies (if anyone can name who calls people "my babies" on television, i will ove you forever), my weekly rant:
Point 1: In contradicition with the apparent popular belief, I am not, in fact, dumb. You can call me oblivious, spacey, ditzy, bizarre, an idiot, one lacking any kind of common sense or practical skill, but i am not dumb. I do not fall for stupid tricks to sleep with people and i most certainly do not conduct my life for the sole reason of hurting others. There may have been some confusion about these things, so I am here to clear the air. IF such popular belief continues, i may just have to allow myslef to fall for said ploy and purposely hurt someone. yah, it must suck to be on my shit list.
Point 2: Some of us may feel that our friendships with me are more of something we deal with and haev to "put up with", rather than something we chose to have and thus find pleasure in having. Well, for all you dumb asses out there, YOU CHOSE TO BE MY FRIEND. YOU LIKED SOMETHING ABOUT ME. IT WAS YOUR CHOICE AND PEROGATIVE; NO ONE ELSES INFLUENCE PROMPTED THIS. If that doesnt make my point, nothign else will. Maybe you shoudl contemplate finding someone more in tune with your shitty ass view of freindship.
Point 3: I do not feel that anyone has the right to hang someone else's friendship over them as an incentive not to do something. I, of course, threaten to do so all the time. but i am sure that my friends know that i will nto actually end a freindship over somethng trivial, even if it does peeve/hurt/upset me. Friendship is somethign sacred and should be treated as such; it is not something that can/should be discarded on a whim, especially if for selfish reasons. And if that is how most people view friendship, then i dont think its ever worht having friends.
Point 4: I love my roommate mroe than you guys can understand. There are so many superficial peopel here but she is just so much fun. We are always cracking up about something and she really has becoem a true friend and i could not be happier about that. One of my suitemates rocks as well...they are really my only friends here.
Point 5: I really hope that audrey can come up here next weekend bc i miss her and love her so very much. and, zahid, you cant understand what it means to be loved by your friends and how exciting it will be to see them (haha jk, i miss you too)
Point 6: I have so much work to do and it pleases me and annoys me at the same time. i really dont want to drop a class though bc truthfully, i dont knwo which one to drop. They are all pretty important to me. I think id ratehr sacrifice my social life and my sleep than admit that kind of defeat. My goal is to jsut have a 3.5 by the end of the semester. If i have below a 3.0 im fucked.
Point 7: Im not sure that i will ever make anymore firends here but i am already on my way to befriending two of my four professors (i ahev one professor for 2 courses) and the other two will be easy as pie (they are young and have good senses of humor- we will get along fine).
Point 8: I do nto think i want to major in history anymore. My hsitory class is the best subject i could ask for but i am bored everytime im there. the professor is really nice and i like him, its jsut hard for me to focus and i dont knwo why. I now am heading towards the english route with a philosophy minor perhaps- btu i still wont be able to get a decent career. oh well. im also looking itno polysci.
Point 9: Joanna htis is for you: I have been told that my wrting structure in lj is somewhat tedious since i go with train of thought rather than paragraphs. So that is why i divided this into points. Any better? Im trying here.
Point 10: I love Tom Petty and thinking of his music and such make me happy.
well, im out. have to nap before i can do anymore work. i look forward to commetns kids. as usual, i only do this for the comments and to get stuff off my chest when something is legitimately bothering me. sorry if this doesnt make sense to you bc it makes perfect sense to me :)
Point 1: In contradicition with the apparent popular belief, I am not, in fact, dumb. You can call me oblivious, spacey, ditzy, bizarre, an idiot, one lacking any kind of common sense or practical skill, but i am not dumb. I do not fall for stupid tricks to sleep with people and i most certainly do not conduct my life for the sole reason of hurting others. There may have been some confusion about these things, so I am here to clear the air. IF such popular belief continues, i may just have to allow myslef to fall for said ploy and purposely hurt someone. yah, it must suck to be on my shit list.
Point 2: Some of us may feel that our friendships with me are more of something we deal with and haev to "put up with", rather than something we chose to have and thus find pleasure in having. Well, for all you dumb asses out there, YOU CHOSE TO BE MY FRIEND. YOU LIKED SOMETHING ABOUT ME. IT WAS YOUR CHOICE AND PEROGATIVE; NO ONE ELSES INFLUENCE PROMPTED THIS. If that doesnt make my point, nothign else will. Maybe you shoudl contemplate finding someone more in tune with your shitty ass view of freindship.
Point 3: I do not feel that anyone has the right to hang someone else's friendship over them as an incentive not to do something. I, of course, threaten to do so all the time. but i am sure that my friends know that i will nto actually end a freindship over somethng trivial, even if it does peeve/hurt/upset me. Friendship is somethign sacred and should be treated as such; it is not something that can/should be discarded on a whim, especially if for selfish reasons. And if that is how most people view friendship, then i dont think its ever worht having friends.
Point 4: I love my roommate mroe than you guys can understand. There are so many superficial peopel here but she is just so much fun. We are always cracking up about something and she really has becoem a true friend and i could not be happier about that. One of my suitemates rocks as well...they are really my only friends here.
Point 5: I really hope that audrey can come up here next weekend bc i miss her and love her so very much. and, zahid, you cant understand what it means to be loved by your friends and how exciting it will be to see them (haha jk, i miss you too)
Point 6: I have so much work to do and it pleases me and annoys me at the same time. i really dont want to drop a class though bc truthfully, i dont knwo which one to drop. They are all pretty important to me. I think id ratehr sacrifice my social life and my sleep than admit that kind of defeat. My goal is to jsut have a 3.5 by the end of the semester. If i have below a 3.0 im fucked.
Point 7: Im not sure that i will ever make anymore firends here but i am already on my way to befriending two of my four professors (i ahev one professor for 2 courses) and the other two will be easy as pie (they are young and have good senses of humor- we will get along fine).
Point 8: I do nto think i want to major in history anymore. My hsitory class is the best subject i could ask for but i am bored everytime im there. the professor is really nice and i like him, its jsut hard for me to focus and i dont knwo why. I now am heading towards the english route with a philosophy minor perhaps- btu i still wont be able to get a decent career. oh well. im also looking itno polysci.
Point 9: Joanna htis is for you: I have been told that my wrting structure in lj is somewhat tedious since i go with train of thought rather than paragraphs. So that is why i divided this into points. Any better? Im trying here.
Point 10: I love Tom Petty and thinking of his music and such make me happy.
well, im out. have to nap before i can do anymore work. i look forward to commetns kids. as usual, i only do this for the comments and to get stuff off my chest when something is legitimately bothering me. sorry if this doesnt make sense to you bc it makes perfect sense to me :)