ranting
before i begin to rant about shit going on in my household let me give everyone a little update on everything that has been going on in my life up till now.
- i have changed my major from pre med to teaching because i was unable to fully grasp calculus, my family is not to thrilled with the idea for they feel i am too smart to lower myself to that level and that i am not trying hard enough. I guess what they dont understand is that without good teachers there wouldnt be doctors lawyers or anything else for that matter becuase no one would be educated then.
- i am going on my 5th week working at denos pizza palace on eastern blvd. its a great job, i like working there though i have had my share of idoit customers and asshole drunks that like to grab ur ass. though there are always down sides to every job, like a cranky boss who doesnt like to give days off even if u request them a month in advance, customers who will constantly change orders then blame the waitress that they didnt hear the order right trying to get a free meal, customers that just love being a pain in the ass no matter what and customers who dont tip.
- Living with grandpa is becoming unbearable. i am glad that mom moved out becuase if she hadnt it would be even more terrible than it already is. When i got home from college, grandpa complained about me not having a job, however as soon as i get a job he then complains that i am not home to cook and clean the house. he wants me to continue with college, but hates the idea that i will be in school all day and at work all night so i wont be able to clean up after everyone in the house. if he is not complaining about that its about money. he loves to complain about how he is broke, when i first got my job it was agreed i would give him 5 dollars everynight that i worked for gas, however now he is trying to get me to give him all my tips every night, if i dont do that then he wants my whole pay check every two weeks. I dont agree with either option, i am working my ass off for every penny i earn, i am paying for my education by myself with no ones help but my own. More than likely he heard that i was trying to save money up so that i could move out soon and he doesnt want that becuase then he wouldnt have someone to pay for the animal food, food, house hold items, and to help pay for his running around. Grandpa has become a greedy money hungry old man and i cant stand it any more. in the past 4 weeks i have been able to save up over 600 dollars all i need is probably another 600 dollars and then i am moving out whether he likes it or not. the only regret i have in my decision is that once i move out all the stress that is currently on me will be put on my brother.
- on another note staying in your room most of the day is considered lazy, atleast in my house. I get yelled at for staying in my room most of the day, which isnt fair. The reason i stay in my room is becuase why should i watch tv in the living room with grandpa when i dont like the shows he likes to watch, why go in the computer room when i dont get to use the computer since the boys are always on it, and i am sure not about to sit in that hot ass computer room just so i can watch the boys play on the computer or while they are watching anime porn. the old man will have to just get over it.
-i do have some good news though, for those who havent heard yet, dale and i are now engaged to be married. We have already set the date for may 6th 2007, that gives us two years to get everything planned out which is a good thing. we are also planning on moving in together as soon as we have enough money saved up to do so, though by the way things are looking we should be living together by christmas if everything continues to work out as planned.
i would type more but i am only allowed on the computer for short periods of time if at all, while living with grandpa. plus i have to be at work by 5pm tonight so i best start slowly getting ready for work. if you all ever have a chance to stop by and see me please do. i miss you all very much, not being able to talk to you guys is really doing a number on me. take care everyone hope to talk to you soon.
- i have changed my major from pre med to teaching because i was unable to fully grasp calculus, my family is not to thrilled with the idea for they feel i am too smart to lower myself to that level and that i am not trying hard enough. I guess what they dont understand is that without good teachers there wouldnt be doctors lawyers or anything else for that matter becuase no one would be educated then.
- i am going on my 5th week working at denos pizza palace on eastern blvd. its a great job, i like working there though i have had my share of idoit customers and asshole drunks that like to grab ur ass. though there are always down sides to every job, like a cranky boss who doesnt like to give days off even if u request them a month in advance, customers who will constantly change orders then blame the waitress that they didnt hear the order right trying to get a free meal, customers that just love being a pain in the ass no matter what and customers who dont tip.
- Living with grandpa is becoming unbearable. i am glad that mom moved out becuase if she hadnt it would be even more terrible than it already is. When i got home from college, grandpa complained about me not having a job, however as soon as i get a job he then complains that i am not home to cook and clean the house. he wants me to continue with college, but hates the idea that i will be in school all day and at work all night so i wont be able to clean up after everyone in the house. if he is not complaining about that its about money. he loves to complain about how he is broke, when i first got my job it was agreed i would give him 5 dollars everynight that i worked for gas, however now he is trying to get me to give him all my tips every night, if i dont do that then he wants my whole pay check every two weeks. I dont agree with either option, i am working my ass off for every penny i earn, i am paying for my education by myself with no ones help but my own. More than likely he heard that i was trying to save money up so that i could move out soon and he doesnt want that becuase then he wouldnt have someone to pay for the animal food, food, house hold items, and to help pay for his running around. Grandpa has become a greedy money hungry old man and i cant stand it any more. in the past 4 weeks i have been able to save up over 600 dollars all i need is probably another 600 dollars and then i am moving out whether he likes it or not. the only regret i have in my decision is that once i move out all the stress that is currently on me will be put on my brother.
- on another note staying in your room most of the day is considered lazy, atleast in my house. I get yelled at for staying in my room most of the day, which isnt fair. The reason i stay in my room is becuase why should i watch tv in the living room with grandpa when i dont like the shows he likes to watch, why go in the computer room when i dont get to use the computer since the boys are always on it, and i am sure not about to sit in that hot ass computer room just so i can watch the boys play on the computer or while they are watching anime porn. the old man will have to just get over it.
-i do have some good news though, for those who havent heard yet, dale and i are now engaged to be married. We have already set the date for may 6th 2007, that gives us two years to get everything planned out which is a good thing. we are also planning on moving in together as soon as we have enough money saved up to do so, though by the way things are looking we should be living together by christmas if everything continues to work out as planned.
i would type more but i am only allowed on the computer for short periods of time if at all, while living with grandpa. plus i have to be at work by 5pm tonight so i best start slowly getting ready for work. if you all ever have a chance to stop by and see me please do. i miss you all very much, not being able to talk to you guys is really doing a number on me. take care everyone hope to talk to you soon.