annoyed

Mar 20, 2005 18:39

Sometimes i dont know why i even try being nice to some people. People wonder why i have been keeping to myself more since i have come back to king after spring break, maybe its because i have given up trying to be nice to people when they like to make snide comments to me that they shouldnt be saying. I started my monthly cycle today, which i should be starting anyway cuz i am on my second week of birth control so it should be another two weeks before it should start. SO obviously i am a bit worried about it, one of my friends asked me what i was worried about and so i told them, thier comment was atleast i started. I am not sure exactly what they were meaning behind that comment, but obviously if u think about it why wouldnt i start anyway...it was as if they were insinuating something that should not be thought of. but then again most people here at king think i am a slut anyway so what should i expect from them. I am just ready to go back home, then i can put this whole experience behind me and start a new at ncstate come fall. only 45 days till i am back at home with dale.
On to other news, i have been thinking of writing a novel, like that is anything new i have tried writing moer than one novel during highschool but never finshed them. I cant even say that i will finsh this one but i have an idea for a novel and i am thinking of at least trying it out and seeing how far i get. I have most of the storyline thought out i am just fine tuning some of the ideas and trying to come up with a good begining.
Well i am going to go finsh studying for chem, and do some lit reading while i am here at work and have plenty of time on my hands since there are no computers here to fix at this moment. Talk to you all later. take care of yourselves.
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