When you ASSUME you make an ASS out of U and ME
things have been busy.
lots of family stuff has been going on
& trying to take advatage of the summer to take kylie to museums and suchh.
working too, but we're over staffed so we've been getting sent home left and right.
which means less money.
which means I havent been going out much to do anything other than bring kylie places.
I need a new job.
Shawn got me a new digi cam for mothers day! (late i know)
but HEYY its sooo nice :)
I'm excited!
Shawns sister just had her baby last tuesday so I've been trying to help her as much as possible the past week cause she doesnt have much of anything cause she never had her shower, and she doesnt talk to the father, so I was at the hospital all weekend with her pretty much. & Shawns mom just met kylie for the first time saturday hahahaha (long story)
I'm over all the petty arguments and BS
& I choose not to deal with them.
I really have alot more important things in my life to deal with and stress over.
Lets go throught the run down again..
this is why I havent been hanging out with friends alot recently,
1. I cant take kylie out places- not out to eat, not out shopping, not to the mall, anywhere..its stressful and NOT fun for me. & I cant leave to go anyone on the drop of a dime.
2. My only babysitter is my mom and she's been busy so thus, I havent been going out without kylie either. & I dont have money to pay someone else to babysit.
3. Anyone is free to stop by but its kind of embaressing to me because there is nothing to do here and I feel like anyone who comes over would just be bored which is why I dont invite people over cause I have nothing to entertain them with. I live with my mom.
4. In 5 months I need to have christmas presents for my daughter, In 6 months I have to have birthday presents and in 7 months I'm moving out of here. Plus I'm trying to get into school in the meantime. Saving money is key.
It's pretty lame when your friends get mad at you cause you cant hang out all the time like their other frends can.
Come live my life for a week and maybe you'd understand.
The times I do have that kylie is asleep I am cleaning or relaxing cause I'm exhausted.
I dont even want to move more like go out and run around or have the energy to entertain someone being here.
I'm physically and mentally exhausted daily.
You try working a fulltime job then coming home and still having to run around taking care of a child.