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no one posts in here anymore nor comments.
but oh well.
Just felt like rambeling while I have a little till Kylie prolly wakes from her nap.
Not much has been going on..
i'm 21 now.
Work.
Kylies been sick non stop for the past 2 weeks maybe more.
[a virus turned into hives, then a double ear infection, followed by upper respitory stuff that she had to go on inhaler and nebulizer treatments for, and now a stomach bug]
She's 10 months now & has cut her first top tooth!
I've fallen way behind in my CDA..maybe online courses arnt for me & plus trying to do when I'm a single mom now its kinda tough to find the time..and considering its not something I WANT to do for the rest of my life I refuse to compromise time with my daughter for it. idkk..I'm considering looking into classes for Medical Assisting for next year. who knowws. We'll see how things work out.
I tried talking to Shawn about things between us but hes just so emotionally closed off it's impossible. It's like pulling teeth,
sooo idk whats gonna happen between us. It's not like things arnt repairable if we BOTH try & communicate. I want to at least put in the effort, at least for the sake of kylie having her family together. I still have feelings for him we've just been butting heads alot. idkk..I think alot of it could be the stress of having a child so young too that could have torn us apart with the stress of working, money problems, and taking care of a child. We never found a balence to fit us in there. prolly partly my fault cuz I dont like to leave ky.
i dont know what gonna happen with the living situation.
their lease is up here in february soooo who knows.
but oh well.
Just felt like rambeling while I have a little till Kylie prolly wakes from her nap.
Not much has been going on..
i'm 21 now.
Work.
Kylies been sick non stop for the past 2 weeks maybe more.
[a virus turned into hives, then a double ear infection, followed by upper respitory stuff that she had to go on inhaler and nebulizer treatments for, and now a stomach bug]
She's 10 months now & has cut her first top tooth!
I've fallen way behind in my CDA..maybe online courses arnt for me & plus trying to do when I'm a single mom now its kinda tough to find the time..and considering its not something I WANT to do for the rest of my life I refuse to compromise time with my daughter for it. idkk..I'm considering looking into classes for Medical Assisting for next year. who knowws. We'll see how things work out.
I tried talking to Shawn about things between us but hes just so emotionally closed off it's impossible. It's like pulling teeth,
sooo idk whats gonna happen between us. It's not like things arnt repairable if we BOTH try & communicate. I want to at least put in the effort, at least for the sake of kylie having her family together. I still have feelings for him we've just been butting heads alot. idkk..I think alot of it could be the stress of having a child so young too that could have torn us apart with the stress of working, money problems, and taking care of a child. We never found a balence to fit us in there. prolly partly my fault cuz I dont like to leave ky.
i dont know what gonna happen with the living situation.
their lease is up here in february soooo who knows.