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[ashleythrust]

i got a new book to read!
SUCCESS! buahahahhahah.
it's called "the realm of possibility"
wonderful so far.
i mainly picked it because it was written out in poetry form.
just.
like.
CRANK.
crank was a fun book to read.
this girls a total druggie
and she gets raped.
its bad. but awesome to read.
lovelylovelylovely.
BRETT IS A SWEETHEART.
but, yeah.
where is bob.
where is alan.
where is alanbob.
i havent talked to him since friday.
&&& im dying.
GRRRRRRRR.
i want to talk to him.
btw. chase = jerk.
but, i cant help but lobb him.
anyway.
i wrote a poem.
i dont know why.
but. i did.
so stfu. OHOH. i took pictures.
and i know i wont get comments if i dont post pictures.
so ummm. yeah.

i havent made a name fo the poem yet.
but, here:
"biting my nails, the lights flicker
so slow the time goes, but my mind runs quicker
my innocent eyes see nothing new
i find it amazing how im becomming you
looking in the mirror, i dont see my outsides
i see the brightness of you, i watch my heart divide
something changed over the past week and a half
because now we avoid everything with our laughs
i actually do find it alittle amusing to watch you fake
and it makes me stronger, now i know what i can take
for the last time i'll look into this mirror and see your eyes
and i'll walk away still breathing, still watching you cry."