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i was really, really hurt tonight by my friends... i wanted to see them before prom and they knew that i wasn't just going to walk into the promonade bc of the ex... and well, they really left me hanging and it really, really hurt and i can't believe this happened
i need to stop letting fucking dustin rule my life. yeah, he lied to me (again) about things. of course, he has no memory of the conversations we had before he got back with the girl he cheated on me with over x-mas break last year, but the funny thing is tho, i didn't get my hopes up about things bc i know him, he always lies, that's one of the few things he's good at.
i hate being home bc of this... i wish ppl would realize things about me... it just fucking sucks knowing that this happens to me bc i let ppl do this to me...........
the day i finally stand up for myself, no one is gonna realize it and be shocked as all hell
How Come
People on the street now
Faces long and grim
Souls are feeling heavy
And faith is growing thin
Fears are getting stronger
You can Feel them on the rise
Hopelessness got some by the throat you can see it in their eyes
I said how come
How come
Everybody on a shoestring
Everybody in a hole
Everybody crossing their fingers and toes
Government man spin his politics till he got you pinned
Everybody trying to reach out to each other
But they don't know where to begin
I said how come
I can't tell
the free world
from living hell
I said how come
How come
all I see
is a child of god
in misery
I said how come the pistol now as profit
The bullet some kind of lord and king
But pain is the only promise that this so called savior is going to bring
Love can be a liar
And justice can be a thief
And freedom can be an empty cup from which everybody want to drink
I said how come
I can't tell
the free world
from living hell
I said how come
How come
all i see
is a child of god
in misery
I said how come
Its just man killing man
Killing man
Killing man
Killing man
Killing man
I don't understand
Its just man killing man
i need to stop letting fucking dustin rule my life. yeah, he lied to me (again) about things. of course, he has no memory of the conversations we had before he got back with the girl he cheated on me with over x-mas break last year, but the funny thing is tho, i didn't get my hopes up about things bc i know him, he always lies, that's one of the few things he's good at.
i hate being home bc of this... i wish ppl would realize things about me... it just fucking sucks knowing that this happens to me bc i let ppl do this to me...........
the day i finally stand up for myself, no one is gonna realize it and be shocked as all hell
How Come
People on the street now
Faces long and grim
Souls are feeling heavy
And faith is growing thin
Fears are getting stronger
You can Feel them on the rise
Hopelessness got some by the throat you can see it in their eyes
I said how come
How come
Everybody on a shoestring
Everybody in a hole
Everybody crossing their fingers and toes
Government man spin his politics till he got you pinned
Everybody trying to reach out to each other
But they don't know where to begin
I said how come
I can't tell
the free world
from living hell
I said how come
How come
all I see
is a child of god
in misery
I said how come the pistol now as profit
The bullet some kind of lord and king
But pain is the only promise that this so called savior is going to bring
Love can be a liar
And justice can be a thief
And freedom can be an empty cup from which everybody want to drink
I said how come
I can't tell
the free world
from living hell
I said how come
How come
all i see
is a child of god
in misery
I said how come
Its just man killing man
Killing man
Killing man
Killing man
Killing man
I don't understand
Its just man killing man