i hope you read this.

[ashleyslash]

i feel like i've lost you. you're gone or maybe i'm gone. whatever it is, i don't have you anymore and this is the only place i can tell you. this is the only place i can say how i feel and have only you reading it. remember when i said i felt like i was losing you before, well now... i feel like you're all gone, like you've vanished. i miss you

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[ashleyslash]

i never said that we'd be best friends again. i don't feel like we're being torn apart. in fact, i'm not going anywhere. i haven't gone anywhere, i've been here the whole time but you can't see me here. i have no way of getting ahold of you and you're always busy. it's like you've cut all my lifelines. this is the only one left. honestly dani, if you want to be friends at all, you'll see me. i don't care when but you will and you'll call me and you'll make time for me. because you know i'm always here. i haven't gone anywhere at all. i'm here and i'm the same. please don't leave me here to fade away. i don't even have friends that are true anymore. deja lies to me. jessica gets mad at me. michele doesn't want to see anyone. really dani, i don't have a best friend anymore. i feel more alone than ever and you're going to leave me here. you couldn't have changed that much, you just changed who you hang out with. why can't you incorperate me in that? am i really that hard to be around? you don't invite me to anything, like when you hang

[ashleyslash]

i thought your phone was broken. i did text you. and fine, it's all my fault then. how about we both stop being complete assholes and try to do this together. in fact, i'll text you right now even if your phone is broken, i'm gonna do it anyways. watch me...here i go. annnnnddd....sent. at 5:22 pm.
dani i really want to fix this, so here i am. sending you messages you may not receive. btw...i lost your parents home numberss sooo yeah...and you just rejected me. thank you.