Sep 24, 2006 11:59
no one will probably understand this but i dont care
im losing it all
i promise im not faking it. its real, all of it. i just didnt show it before, but they dont understand, and i dont expect them to. i just wish they could. my everything is leaving and it might not come back. im going to be lost without it. what will i do? they cant force it and ive tried everything i know of to show its real. please...dont leave