some better...some worse
this is an update from my last entry...some things have changed now
im still not truly happy
what people think of me is getting to me more than normal...so thats A LOT
my family doesn't approve of me
im still sorry for hurting those people i have
my "friends" are still gone and not coming back
she is still gone...
two of those three people have talked to me a little bit, but i think the other one will never be the same around me
im still hiding
my riley appt. got moved
my grades are better
well, i gave in. i reverted to what i used to do
im still not getting along with my family
school is better
i dont have to leave school for now, i think/ hope
i got caught using kaylas phone
i still regret everything that i regreted before
no car...still
im healthier
everything is still slipping away
handling the feeling of my life still isnt any easier
im not as numb to things around me
comment if ya want -ash