if your 555 then im 666...

Jan 29, 2005 10:48

Ive Got 99 problems but a bitch aint one...
im gonna be 18 in 99 days so im pimpin the younger guys...haha

†hê þrꆆï꧆ þêðþlê Ðð †hê µglï꧆ †hïñg§

.....To Whom Love Was Peace, That Now Is Rage - John Donne in the Cannonization AKA from my english final....haha

Ive done some fucked up things in the past couple weeks.
Ruined some good things, thrown away some chances.
So now im going to drown myself in a multitude of drugs, alcohol, and sex.
Anyone want to help me with my self destruction?

Im a Goddamn sinner...or have you forgot?
So retrace my steps away from modern rock...
Im Sick and Contradicting, everything I think is a tad bit dark
Reality is slipping into my dreams and something dead lives in me

I know who you are and what you want to be....Its written in your eyes everytime you look at me...

---> When I look inside I can see my ripped broken heart
Desperatly trying to pump blood while is falling apart <---

------ My version of a metahphor ------
Im still drinking from the same dirty cup.
The same cup in which i poured your last kiss
Snapping me back into my broken heartattack
Like and alcoholic your the awnser to my problems
building up my addiction and tolerance
for everything you put me through

------ Carpe Diem ------
Out of every bad comes a good
Hope is not lost
There is still a chance
That I can make something
Out of this life that you call nothing

♥ ImBleedingThrough
CutMeDeeper
BiteMeHarder
CutTheTies
LoseYourself ♥



Pick up my pieces and put me back together
Go find your needle and search for your thread
Make me something im not....perfect just for you
Now handcuff me to your bed....

Ive been in a writing mood lately...I blame it on school...haha....


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