I am sad again
Wow! It has been forever since I have made an entry on this thing! Well... I just want to try to make this a positive entry since all of the other ones sucked and made me want to hang myself. Well... I would describe my summer as melancholy. It had an amazing start and it has been going down ever since. I have been severly depressed after I got home from vacation. I go to therapy once a week and I am not too sure what to make of it.. My boyfriend and I live together and it was good and then I got depressed and paranoid. I have had way too much time on my hands and I am not sure if I believe in love anymore. I can hardly have a relationship with anyone including my friends. Most days I do not even want to wake up. i do not understand what my reason to live anymore is, i do not want to kill myself or anything. I am lost and I do not even know where I am going....insane?