*Still shaking..*
Jesse is in the hospital... and I havent left him. Ryan literally raped me last night *tears when she remembers it* He pushed me against the wall so I couldn't get away.. and omg it was horrible. Jesse came and started fighting him and now hes hurt. I feel bad... he didn't deserve this. I'm so scared I'm only 16, and I dont want to get pregnant *Cries* And I feel so slutty... I'm always used as a toy. Thats why I love Jesse... he's not like the rest of them, he likes me for who I am, I'm going to see if hes feeling better. *Wipes her eyes and clicks update*