it has to be one way or the other...

Oct 29, 2006 16:47

The hardest part of moving on is saying good-bye. But what do you do when you say good-bye and but hello always follows good-bye? Either grab me and tell me you love me. Tell me you want to be with me and we can make this work. That you forgive me, that you dont hate me...or say good-bye and mean it. But right now there is just too much going on in my life for me to keep feelilng this way. I have money problems, school problems, family problems, sorority stuff, friends, and work to worry about. I feel like i have so much on plate right now and dealing with this emotional roller coaster with someone taht i love is killing me inside. I am beginning to feel dead. Lost and insignificant. I could be in a crowded room with hundreds of people and all of them talking to me yet none of them could hear my cries of help. But then again why should they if i myself dont even know why it is that i am crying. No tears will fall from my eyes though...
Let go of one of us...please by all means make a choice that im too scared to tell you to make!!
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