Apr 19, 2006 21:34
well i am sittin here and wonderin about some stuff
like...
how can somone go to church and not feel wanted?
thats me...i go to the youth group part..i know i am older than those kids, but i would rather be around kids instead of adults who dont talk to me. well i still think that it is ridiculous to feel that way AT CHURCH!!! i guess i could quit going, but that isnt a good way to go is it?
bryan is at mr. glen's eating crawfish...i wish i could have had some.
i am craving some crawfish and shrimp now, and some potatoes and corn to go with it...
i dont really know what to write about
i am going crazy
i feel trapped here
i need to get out and do stuff
i am tired of the same ol' same ol' thing all the time...
i want to just do something crazy
and not get in trouble for it...im tired of this!
whats the point in sayin all of this though, i will never do anything exciting with miy life, just go to school, study some, go to work, worry about bryan and never become what i want to be in life...