Reality
I guess there are somethings that are ridiculously more important than others and I've just come to realize I'm not that important.
I hate the lifestyle I'm living - everyone else is getting trashed and spending 24 hours with their boyfriends while I sit on my ass watching movies all the time because I can't go home every weekend and I dont like partying all the time.
I officially hate everything - I've become that cold hearted bitter person again, but I'm sure no one cares because well, that's just how it seems anymore.
I knew coming to college would pose quite a few problems - I dont have anyone that I can REALLY talk to here, or at home anymore. The only person I can talk to anymore is Simon because he's the only one that's there and cares and makes it a point to be in my everday life.
Fuck it all. I'm sick of living this stupid depressed lifestyle - everything just isn't fun anymore Im always sad and wishing I had what I used to have, but at the same time realizing I never want to go back to that crap - I'm in an awkward stage right now - one where it feels like everyone just shit on you and doesn't care about anything you want or do.
Prozac - here I come.
I hate the lifestyle I'm living - everyone else is getting trashed and spending 24 hours with their boyfriends while I sit on my ass watching movies all the time because I can't go home every weekend and I dont like partying all the time.
I officially hate everything - I've become that cold hearted bitter person again, but I'm sure no one cares because well, that's just how it seems anymore.
I knew coming to college would pose quite a few problems - I dont have anyone that I can REALLY talk to here, or at home anymore. The only person I can talk to anymore is Simon because he's the only one that's there and cares and makes it a point to be in my everday life.
Fuck it all. I'm sick of living this stupid depressed lifestyle - everything just isn't fun anymore Im always sad and wishing I had what I used to have, but at the same time realizing I never want to go back to that crap - I'm in an awkward stage right now - one where it feels like everyone just shit on you and doesn't care about anything you want or do.
Prozac - here I come.